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WantingWanting her here
Wanting her to be safe
wanting to know shes ok
wanting to know she can be here in my arms
wanting to have the life i know we can have together
Wanting so many things
wanting to just be able to see her
wanting the pain to go away
wanting to kiss her gently and tell her its ok
wanting to take her forget the world and know everything is ok
What is loveWhat is love?
Love is different for everyone
My love is that feeling i get when we gently brush by each other
My love is that feeling i get in the pit of my stomach when i hear her soft gentle voice flowing on the winds to my ears
My love is that butterfly feeling i get when i lock eyes with her perfect sparkling hazel eyes
My love is that feeling i get that tells me she is the one
My love is that feeling that tells me she is the one i want and need to be with
My love is the person i'm with right now
My love is the person who i want to see
My love is the person who i want to cuddle with on a dark winter night with thick blankets and warm pajamas and kiss her gently and fall asleep with her in my arms
My love is the best girl in the world
My love is the girl i never want to lose
My love is the girl my hear belongs to
My love is you baby girl
My love is Darion Rose
My love is you
Please never forget that
Please dont let go
Please never let go
I need you to much
Please i love you...
Little Girl"shhhhhhhhhh i hear little feet"
"momma dadda momma dadda?"
I go over to the door and open it
"yes baby girl?" i say as look down to see her little hazel eyes staring back at me
"uppy uppy dadda"
I scoop up little rosey and give her a big kiss on her cheek
She giggles and says yucky dadda yucky
I smile and say "what is baby girl?"
She says "your kisses i only like mommma kisses i only like momma kisses."
i say i see how it is and i lay her on the bed and she scrambles over to you
She climbs up and hides in your chest saying "momma warm momma warm"
You look at me and say "See i told you she clings to me like a cat!"
I say "hey its adorable. Shes our little cutie pie and if she wants to cling she can."
You smile and rub her little back
I turn on cartoons and she says "yay" as she turns her head to watch the tv
i come and lay next to you
we plop her down between us and i put my arm around you
you wrest your head in my shoulder and i kiss the top of your head
Little rosey sta
yes its there
there are some things i wish i haven't done
but can i change that no
would i change it if i could maybe
I'm proud of the decisions I've made
I'm happy with them
so why cant you just be happy with it
i don't go judging your decision
i don't go telling you what to do
so what gives you the right to tell me that
maybe one day you'll regret that
even if there are some things i do regret
it was my decision
so back up
Da Da Da Da DaaaMental break down after mental break down
They all lead to insanity
Da da da da da da
You know you never really notice the world till you go insane
Everything so clear
Its so clear once you go insane
Da da da da da da
Oh look a cliff bye
Heart BreaksA common thing in a teenagers life
But what makes a teenage heart break really bad is this
when your in a relationship
and you gave up everything for them to make them happy
didn't go out past a certain time for them
gave up your "v-card" to that one person
did everything for your first time with them
was your first actual shall we say person
who you actually cared about
and they took all those great memories away
just like that
that is what makes a teenage heart break really bad
if you didn't have to go threw it
you are lucky
just hope it never happens to you if you are young
Hide It Mask ItHide the pain
Mask the pain
Try every possible way to hide it
just so the people around you don't think your weak
just so you don't ruin everyones "good" time
I'm sick of hiding my pain
It's been boiling up for to long
It's time to make it known...
Stand outYou are only a kid once
If you want to make something of yourself
Now if the time to do it
Now if the time to make you who you want to be
If you want to be known
Do something no one will forget
Since you only get one chance
Make it big
Make it special
Make it you
Out ThereLaying in my yard
Looking at all the bright stars in the sky
Thinking of things yet to be seen
Thinking of things yet to be discovered
Thinking that i could be the one to discover them
I lay there trying to make a decision
when i finally reached it i decided this
I don't want to study the earths atmosphere
I want to go farther
I want to go to the deep unknowns of our galaxy or even another galaxy
I want to see things few people have ever seen before
That's what i want
My mind deals with
Overcomes my judgement
Today it's no different
I can't take it anymore
Observing my image but
Nothing is revealed
I Saw a Burning ManIn front of my house, he sat.
Skin burnt off, now charred and black.
Hesitantly, I walked outside.
And he followed me with his watery eyes.
With steps as nimble as the snow,
I hid my fear and continued to go.
Now before him, the Burning Man.
I kindly offered him my shaky hand.
No malice nor vice leaked off of him,
rather sadness and agony which simmered below his skin.
I could feel it around me, the pain and despair,
yet, physically the man was nearly repaired.
For his scorched skin was not his problem,
instead the bottled emotions that devoured all of him.
“Would you like to come inside sir, and stay?”
In which he replied by looking away.
Again I asked, and received no reply,
and was startled when the man began to cry.
Unsure of what to do, I walked away,
Yet I’ll never forget what happened that day.
Be it from pain, or mute, or undisclosed desires,
I watched as the man was engulfed in fire.
I stood back in awe, with my mouth agape,
and feared that he had fallen into
little victories.when i was younger,
i thought i was the strongest
little girl in the world
because i could easily
beat my older brother
at arm wrestling.
it wasn't until years later
that i realized
To the person who holds my best friend's heart...I know that is is kind of weird
But I felt that I should write this down.
I need to tell you what I feel
And tell you what he means to me.
He's my best friend and he's a good man.
Please, give him the love and respect he deserves.
He may seem goofy but he's very sweet.
I know this because he was always there for me when I was sad.
Now, I know that you're not bad
Cause he would never choose someone who's mean.
But I still want to tell you just in case you forget in the future;
Please don't break his heart.
He's been through so much
And he doesn't deserve something like that.
He is the kind of person who smiles even when he's hurt by others
And would take any pain for the people he loves.
I know, I've witnessed it.
I know he may seem kind of childish sometimes
But don't let it get to you.
It's just his way of expressing himself.
He's very caring and I'm sure he'll do anything to make you happy.
He doesn't look like it but he's very kind and thoughtful.
He'll put your needs before h
And There Was Lighti.
He was seventeen when he died.
I never went to the funeral
but I walked past it the day of
the service. His mother
was in the backseat of a blue Dodge,
door open, head in her hands.
"My baby," she kept repeating.
"My baby." It would go from sobbing, to
screaming, to a soft whisper that
I could only hear being carried
on the wind.
It was a Wednesday afternoon that they found
his old red pickup truck parked
out front of Slim's, two beer bottles in
the back and the windows cracked to let the stale
I heard that his dad told the police he was
gonna take that old truck and fix it up, because
he had promised his son before—
because it's always in the before—
And in the after, his mother never had dry eyes
and I'm pretty sure my mom told me
that she saw his dad at the bar every night,
drinking his sorrows down because some people can't
handle the stress.
Some people can't figure out why their son would
"Some men just want to w
in which I gain sentiencesave room
for doubt, in the silence between
religious guilt and stolen
body heat. I am made of helium.
in my dreams they
pop me and
watch me flutter. I wonder if everyone
else’s head is so congested as mine,
hyperactive with inattentive people.
you are never serious--
he stares at me in a different
set of eyes; there are words
I cannot say, there are
things I cannot tell you.
(twice a week
I watch the people I love
leave me for good.
spiders in my throat,
You Ever Felt ItHave you ever felt it?
When you lay there broken
And feel yourself so guilty
Eyes gushing red
And you want to sleep in a coma
Your brain swelling with thoughts
At the same time empty with nothing
When you can't suit yourself
And see yourself a place among the demons
that moment when you control your life
The moment when you choose between life and death
And then you yourself can decide either way
It's when you're on the edge
And want someone to pull you back before you make another step
A hook, to rip all the insanity out of your body
And suck all the madness that is growing black dead trees
Have you ever felt it, have you known depression
Did you ever seek a source of help, and did you ever find it
one tearone tear is all it takes
one tear is all it takes to make me want to cry
one tear on your soft cheek makes me want to hurt whoever hurt you
i see that one tear
i wipe it away
im more worried about you baby
when your crying dont worry about me
im here to help you
dont worry about how i feel
i want to help you and thats all i care about
one tear makes me go into protective and depressed mode at the same time
sorry if im sad cause your sad but thats just how much i care baby
i love you and i dont want you hurting anymore
one tear is all it takes
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