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WantingWanting her here
Wanting her to be safe
wanting to know shes ok
wanting to know she can be here in my arms
wanting to have the life i know we can have together
Wanting so many things
wanting to just be able to see her
wanting the pain to go away
wanting to kiss her gently and tell her its ok
wanting to take her forget the world and know everything is ok
What is loveWhat is love?
Love is different for everyone
My love is that feeling i get when we gently brush by each other
My love is that feeling i get in the pit of my stomach when i hear her soft gentle voice flowing on the winds to my ears
My love is that butterfly feeling i get when i lock eyes with her perfect sparkling hazel eyes
My love is that feeling i get that tells me she is the one
My love is that feeling that tells me she is the one i want and need to be with
My love is the person i'm with right now
My love is the person who i want to see
My love is the person who i want to cuddle with on a dark winter night with thick blankets and warm pajamas and kiss her gently and fall asleep with her in my arms
My love is the best girl in the world
My love is the girl i never want to lose
My love is the girl my hear belongs to
My love is you baby girl
My love is Darion Rose
My love is you
Please never forget that
Please dont let go
Please never let go
I need you to much
Please i love you...
Little Girl"shhhhhhhhhh i hear little feet"
"momma dadda momma dadda?"
I go over to the door and open it
"yes baby girl?" i say as look down to see her little hazel eyes staring back at me
"uppy uppy dadda"
I scoop up little rosey and give her a big kiss on her cheek
She giggles and says yucky dadda yucky
I smile and say "what is baby girl?"
She says "your kisses i only like mommma kisses i only like momma kisses."
i say i see how it is and i lay her on the bed and she scrambles over to you
She climbs up and hides in your chest saying "momma warm momma warm"
You look at me and say "See i told you she clings to me like a cat!"
I say "hey its adorable. Shes our little cutie pie and if she wants to cling she can."
You smile and rub her little back
I turn on cartoons and she says "yay" as she turns her head to watch the tv
i come and lay next to you
we plop her down between us and i put my arm around you
you wrest your head in my shoulder and i kiss the top of your head
Little rosey sta
yes its there
there are some things i wish i haven't done
but can i change that no
would i change it if i could maybe
I'm proud of the decisions I've made
I'm happy with them
so why cant you just be happy with it
i don't go judging your decision
i don't go telling you what to do
so what gives you the right to tell me that
maybe one day you'll regret that
even if there are some things i do regret
it was my decision
so back up
Da Da Da Da DaaaMental break down after mental break down
They all lead to insanity
Da da da da da da
You know you never really notice the world till you go insane
Everything so clear
Its so clear once you go insane
Da da da da da da
Oh look a cliff bye
Heart BreaksA common thing in a teenagers life
But what makes a teenage heart break really bad is this
when your in a relationship
and you gave up everything for them to make them happy
didn't go out past a certain time for them
gave up your "v-card" to that one person
did everything for your first time with them
was your first actual shall we say person
who you actually cared about
and they took all those great memories away
just like that
that is what makes a teenage heart break really bad
if you didn't have to go threw it
you are lucky
just hope it never happens to you if you are young
Hide It Mask ItHide the pain
Mask the pain
Try every possible way to hide it
just so the people around you don't think your weak
just so you don't ruin everyones "good" time
I'm sick of hiding my pain
It's been boiling up for to long
It's time to make it known...
Stand outYou are only a kid once
If you want to make something of yourself
Now if the time to do it
Now if the time to make you who you want to be
If you want to be known
Do something no one will forget
Since you only get one chance
Make it big
Make it special
Make it you
Out ThereLaying in my yard
Looking at all the bright stars in the sky
Thinking of things yet to be seen
Thinking of things yet to be discovered
Thinking that i could be the one to discover them
I lay there trying to make a decision
when i finally reached it i decided this
I don't want to study the earths atmosphere
I want to go farther
I want to go to the deep unknowns of our galaxy or even another galaxy
I want to see things few people have ever seen before
That's what i want
It's Okay to be ImperfectThe moon
Stand Against SuicideI know the pain is perhaps unbearable,
But darling, please put down the blade.
Release your emotions through tears and smiles,
Rather than dreading these days.
Do it for the little girl, whose mother can’t be there,
Or for the boy whose father drank too much.
For the boy who can’t sit in elementary school,
Because the bruises from Daddy hurt to touch.
For the teenage girl lying face down in her bed,
Thinking, why can’t it all be done?
For the elderly man looking up at the stars,
Counting the days one by one.
Do it for the children who wonder, does it end?
For the ones who feel left on their own.
For the ones who think, maybe it wouldn’t be so hard
If I didn’t feel so left alone.
And finally, do it for one other person,
The person in front of these words.
Because you’ll never know how it gets better
When focusing on pain and hurt.
Live one more day, dear, for them and for you,
And I swear to you, problems will fade.
I know, for right now, it’s p
I Thought I Needed FeminismI thought I needed feminism, when I was a little girl.
And I am very sad to admit, that this wasn't very long ago.
I thought when he held the door open for me, that he was making a big mistake.
That he was being a pompous ass, and he took my strength for a fake.
And when he offered to pay my tab, I still called him an ass.
Because I thought he assumed I was poor, and below middle class.
Or when his hard work earned him a promotion,
yet I did nothing, and the boss' ignorance to promote me, I believed was a sexist notion.
My friend really wanted feminism when she found her ex-dead drunk,
removed his clothes, and without his consent, had a pleasurable fuck.
When her parents bust into the room unexpected that night,
she said he raped her, and he was arrested without so much as a fight.
Perhaps feminism was there when I walked out into the street in pure nudity,
and shouted the my neighbors “You have no right to judge me!”
I didn't care about the children who were standing in th
Unable to loveMy love was pure
I only wanted
But my heart
Because my love
Like a piece of garbage
And now I'm unable
Because the shreds
Of my shattered soul
MathematicsI am but the sum of my
F L A W S;
a network of
S C A R S
a disaster of
D R E A M S
a shield of
B O N E S
C A L C U L A T I O N
a void of
DifferentDifferent on the outside,
Different mask you see daily,
Different girl you call ‘Hailey’
To my surprise
Your ears are distracted,
So I tell lies, looking into your eyes,
“Yea I’m fine. Simply tired”
For that response my brain is wired.
Different mouth you hear speaking,
Different voice you hear screaming
Different eyes you see pleading,
Different person you’d befriended
I’m sorry this is how it’s ended.
DethronedI have created Eden, through the strokes of my pen,
But it was made of promises, and angels
That were too fragile to hold the weight of our sins.
You were my goddess, on a throne made of dreams.
Which you were probably
They didn't glimmer and shine
like the diamonds decorating your rings.
They were the hopes of a man
So madly in love, but you poured poison into his heart
And so he rotted, each time you gifted him with a kiss.
one tearone tear is all it takes
one tear is all it takes to make me want to cry
one tear on your soft cheek makes me want to hurt whoever hurt you
i see that one tear
i wipe it away
im more worried about you baby
when your crying dont worry about me
im here to help you
dont worry about how i feel
i want to help you and thats all i care about
one tear makes me go into protective and depressed mode at the same time
sorry if im sad cause your sad but thats just how much i care baby
i love you and i dont want you hurting anymore
one tear is all it takes
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