Warlover77

The pain of knowing three years gone everything that ever happened our first kiss our first time prom night the day you moved all of that is now gone... im lost im confused but awkwardly im not sad im actually happy.. i dont know why funny how emotions work

Wanting her here Wanting her to be safe wanting to know shes ok wanting to know she can be here in my arms wanting to have the life i know we can have together Wanting so many things wanting to just be able to see her wanting the pain to go away wanting to kiss her gently and tell her its ok wanting to take her forget the world and know everything is ok

What is love? Love is different for everyone My love is that feeling i get when we gently brush by each other My love is that feeling i get in the pit of my stomach when i hear her soft gentle voice flowing on the winds to my ears My love is that butterfly feeling i get when i lock eyes with her perfect sparkling hazel eyes My love is that feeling i get that tells me she is the one My love is that feeling that tells me she is the one i want and need to be with My love is the person i'm with right now My love is the person who i want to see My love is the person who i want to cuddle with on a dark winter night with thick blankets and

"shhhhhhhhhh i hear little feet" 'Knock knock' "momma dadda momma dadda?" I go over to the door and open it "yes baby girl?" i say as look down to see her little hazel eyes staring back at me "uppy uppy dadda" I scoop up little rosey and give her a big kiss on her cheek She giggles and says yucky dadda yucky I smile and say "what is baby girl?" She says "your kisses i only like mommma kisses i only like momma kisses." i say i see how it is and i lay her on the bed and she scrambles over to you She climbs up and hides in your chest saying "momma warm momma warm" You look at me and say "See i told you she clings to me like a cat!"

regret... yes its there there are some things i wish i haven't done but can i change that no would i change it if i could maybe I'm proud of the decisions I've made I'm happy with them so why cant you just be happy with it i don't go judging your decision i don't go telling you what to do so what gives you the right to tell me that maybe one day you'll regret that maybe not either way even if there are some things i do regret it was my decision so back up